Purpose of mental illness?
I don't know guys, I'm exhausted. Years of anxiety, OCD, depression, dissociation (Depersonalization and Derealization) and either bipolar or borderline personality disorder has taken it's toll. Combine all that with the fact that I'm too aware, recognizing exactly how broken all the systems in the world are, all the corruption. The only thing I enjoy is getting high lol.
I've essentially given up (not suicidal) and just sort of survive day to day doing the bare minimum. My hopes and dreams are dead. Anyway, what's the point of all this? I'll probably get a bunch of generic love and light responses but I'm just curious to see if anyone has anything interesting to say that might make me change my perspective. I'll try to be as receptive as possible