Spiraling after final
I know this is just another post about thinking you bombed an exam but I truly think I failed. And while I do appreciate the optimism behind them before the “congrats on the B” comments come my school does actually give out a great deal of Cs as well as Ds and Fs.
I’m a 2L and have just had a terrible school year. I’m so burnt out. I had the hardest final of the semester today in Sales and I mistakenly looked at my outline after to see if I analyzed something correctly. I completely missed it. I applied Statute of Frauds but totally misstated the exception that would have made the contract enforceable without writing leading to getting the conclusion completely wrong.
I ran out of time to finish the entire essay and was only able to jot down a little of what I barely knew on the third analysis. I also didn’t know the answer at all to a short answer question and basically just wrote something on there so I didn’t leave it completely blank. And don’t get me started on the multiple choice.
I can’t stop spiraling about it. I’m a complete mess. I’ve already been extremely depressed this entire school year due to multiple losses in my family on top of already having Major Depressive Disorder and debilitating anxiety (I’m medicated and have a therapist so I guess that’s good). I also have another personal situation that I can’t disclose because it will completely out me but it’s affecting me terribly mentally and physically. I feel like an idiot. I’m hoping the curve will help some and I’d honestly be happy with a C at this point but I don’t think I even pulled that off.
I’m so sorry. Idfk what I’m looking for here maybe some positivity or reassurance or something. I know this sounds pathetic so please don’t give me too much shit. I just need to get out of my head and stop crying about it. TIA <3