How much aura would i loose if I sent this to her
To V my phone still autocorrects your name and to be honest I never reqly spelled it right. But I did realy love you. I miss you so much and it makes me cry a lot. I want to have you back and i need her. Ehat can I do I live her wo much anr I still love you beautiful brown eyes and slightly green hair. I meant what I ment about you coming back btw. Please come back I still love you with all my heart.
So I tried to get you back and it didn't work but now I feel like i want you back more than ever and I have no idea what do do. I know you dont want me so I shouldn't text you but I miss us I miss u so much. V I still hold love in my heart for you and there is always a open passenger seat for you. To be honest I will never forget you and that is bolth a curse and a blessing because just to have had you is more than most men can even dream.
I still love you and I dint know why I cant make myself not love you the lord knows im trying. I asked god earlier to either give me you back or remove your memory from my head and I realized I dont want any of that. All I want in this life right not is for you to be happy. Although the thought of you with another man pains me down into the darkest depths of my soul. I wish you and whatever verry lucky man comes into your life the absolute best. I dont know if I will ever truly forget the name V but im not shure I want to. As to have had you for a brief period was the best time of my life and yiu showed me what love should be and I hope I meet someone else but I fear you will forever linger on my mind.
I was looking thru our messages and saw yiur prom pictures where you look so happy and free. You look like an angel and even tho I wasn't there that night I can see everything in my mind. I rember that you were uncomfortable and I felt horrible and later I said I would drive up there to make shure you were safe.
I miss everything about v, I wish you could be mine but alas that will never become a reality. I just want you to be happy in whatever way that means. For whatever my words mean to you I love you and I miss what we had. I love everything about you your eyes your hair just you in all. I pray with all my heart you have an amazing life and are happy.
May 9 2025
To :v
From: Icorus the one who flew to close to the sun
I wrote this over the course of about a month and I feel it shows how I healed and had new realizations about myself and the world and I feel it shows how I truly feel about her and the way things ended
(This is how I would send it other than obviously privately concerns)