I’m exhausted
I can’t help but feel like is this it? My child has profound autism and adhd, no medication or therapy has been effective. He’s 8 years old, can’t speak or do anything for himself. Currently awake at 4am just babbling to himself.
I did everything I was supposed to do. Early intervention, advocating for inclusion and access to therapies and support and nothing has come from it.
I get that autism is increasing due to better diagnosis etc but in my wider community, there only seems to be one type of autism prevalent, level 3 (as some of you call it) the non verbal , constant stimming punch your mother in the face kind of autism.
I’m burnt out and find myself on grifter healing pages in case maybe they know something I don’t know about this condition. I don’t even know what my next move is. I’m just sad, I never imagined motherhood would look like this.