My step mom Sa’d me from ages 7-14, then I did the same to my brother
When my dad married my step mom she started to abuse me when no one was around. She told me she was the only one who’s ever loved me, that if I ever felt sad, angry, or anything that I could come to her and she’d make me feel better. My dad would beat my siblings and I on the regular and he’d leave for business trips. Im severely dyslexic and my oldest sister would get frustrated with me because I didn’t know how to do most things, all my siblings would call me stupid and I’ve always been the odd one out. They would tease and exclude me, I had severe anger issues and mental breakdowns growing up and I’d scream and cry for anyone to come and love me, the only person who’d come was my step mom. She held me and told me it would all be ok, then she made me feel good and it would all go away. My siblings hated me because she was doing the same to them and I was attacked to her more than anything. My step mom would have to travel for work very often, so she told me if ever felt upset I could call her and touch myself or I could take my anger out on my siblings and make myself feel good. When I was 12 my dad wanted me to fix a pipe leak downstairs and gave me instructions I couldn’t read, I ended up flooding my basement with a lot of important stuff included some of my siblings stuff that they ruined. My entire family ridiculed me and my dad beat me, I got so angry I started to touch myself and cry and cry until I called my step mom and she didn’t answer. I ran to my brothers room and I was so angry. I was 12 and he was 14 and I Sa’d him . I regret it everyday, he begged me to stop and I cried too, my sister came in and dragged me by my hair to the lake we lived on and tried to drown me. My other brother had to tear my sister off of me so she wouldn’t killl me. After that I didn’t talk to anyone except my step mom, and she passed when I was 15. I can’t
live with myself and I’m going to take my life this week. No one will cherish or remember who I am. I’m 19, my name is Zachary Foster and I wanted to be a vet.