u/ExactWalk1121

so it starts when I saw he (my ex) had reposted a message between two people that said “do you miss me?” and the replying person sent a voice message of a song by Drake that goes “I’m not gonna lie,I miss you you & the music were the only thing that I commit to.” I don’t know how to feel about it, I miss him but we were kind of toxic, n during our relationship i lost 12 pounds when in a heathy rls ur supposed to ”gain.” We were together for a year & two months so it was the longest for the both of us and I don’t know if I should text him or leave it alone, because people say I’m better off without him & even my own family said i was better off. He follows girls and obviously i follow boys too, but he did something when we broke up that was very hurting to me which was, I was worried about this girl and he promised me it was nothing he even blocked her to make me feel better but when we broke up, he said that he wouldn’t block me, he wouldn’t unfollow me but then 2 days after he unfollowed me on his main but kept me on his spam & then I had a gut feeling n i check her acc and he followed her. It really broke me seeing that also (we’ve been broken up since December 2) but he is very friendly which i never liked but from my stalking i have seen, there’s a particular girl who is always in videos or just with him and it’s her, another girl and a guy always tg so idk what to think of it, and in his repost there was one that said “when i see her beautiful smile so it makes me smile” and also we don’t go to the same school anymore, he and her go to the same school so idk i’m getting mixed vibes, what should I do?