I genuinely could not see myself with a man long term.
I’m not even rage baiting, I just wanted to talk about this.
As a woman, I can admit I find men aesthetically pleasing. However, there is something so sinister about the way they talk and act that is so sickening to me. Every interaction I have with men feels like there is an ulterior motive, whether it’s sexual or not and it makes me feel genuinely so uneasy.
I know I am biased and I actually don’t really care. There is something in the dome that is fundamentally different from how I think and perceive and empathize with the world around me.
I have met men and been friends with men who I don’t hate at all. However they are so not on a radar of life partner for me at all. There is something sinister idk.
EDIT: Wow. I didn’t think I had generalized all men in my statement too harshly but alas.
No sex isn’t sinister. I just don’t personally like feeling sexualized
Obviously all men aren’t bad. As I stated I have emotional bonds with men.
Just to clarify - since it wasn’t obvious. I have dated both men and women!
SECOND EDIT:
Omg you guys want me to go to therapy! Please post nation wide therapists who accept all forms of health insurance and I will go see one right away! I’ve been wanting to go to therapy but it’s not affordable for me right now! I am happy to see your recommendations! Do not send me a link to better help, that’s fake.