Is there a curse that makes almost everyone in my life unavailable, particuarly potential partners?
like the title says, most people in my life, even friends since school, are all either busy or never open my sent messages to them, even though they may actually be seeing loads of other friends flexing their free time on social media or just not getting back to me even though they are infact available. No one is just able to meet or stay in touch with me even when it is plain simple. which has left me anxious, frustrated, lonely, lacking of good times in my life.
In terms of dating, everyone that I have had a thing going with, we'd do really well on text, maybe even meet up just once, continues to be keen on me and promises to meet again but months will fly of by texting while something is always in the way that stops them until the potiential relationship just falls through and cuts off. the most recent ongoing example this person was bombarded with more uni work the week they promised to meet me, pushed it to the next week which was last week, and now their dog has died, and have fallen down a mental pitfall because of that.
i dont want to drag out this post and my time with the several examples i could be explaining but this involuntary way of life is keeping me way too lonely, and ive always thought there is some higher power or curse trying to make sure things stay this way for me, trying to teach me something or keep my life in a certian direction i dont know.
is there anything i can do to break the curse if it is one or improve and at least start to take control of the situation?
lmk if this is the wrong subreddit of course