And love
Hi Florence besties, can I be vulnerable for a sec? I’m a long time lurker, usually too shy to post anything so I just bask in the joy of loving this artist. Yesterday, before the Seattle show, I had a self harm relapse after 5 years. I was so distraught and ashamed and exhausted, I wasn’t sure I even wanted to go. I’m so so glad I did, though. I basically cried through the whole thing. Even though the loud drunk people who spilled wine on my new sweater took me out of it for a moment lol, the show and this fandom was a religious experience, just like every other time. Every time she spoke in that lilting, sweet voice, it healed something in me. She saw me in every song. I’ve been a fan from the very beginning, but last night I felt changed. Just wanted to put it into words ❤️