u/Every-End9390

very shamed to say this but I started masturbating at 7tears old. I think I was touched I don’t remember but I have memories of me waking up to my father on top of me (he only had boxers on) for the longest time I felt so dirty and ashamed and felt like I wasn’t a normal kid. I’m not addicted to sex or anything but I would constantly masturbate till the age of 15.