u/Every-Cap-4509

I am left handed and have been wanted to do calligraphy for awhile now, is it possible for me to upgrade past pens into quills or fountain pens? I know how to use them but the issue I'm finding is that they are made to be pulled by a right hand and not pushed by a left hand. So when I try the stylus's / fountain pens I find that I'm tearing up the paper and ruining the tips instead of getting the beautiful letters I want. Does anyone else struggle with this? Is there a solution? Or am I stuck with pens?