u/Evening-Tomato7911

idk what is up with them they think i'll get selected this year even though i've told them I'm not able to score more than 400-450 in mocks, few days ago i wasn't feeling well because of all the stress and they said its ok if you don't become a doctor and i felt relaxed but only 2-3 days later they started again with "tera selection hote hi yaha jaenge vaha jaenge..." in all honesty i wasn't consistent in my preparation because I didn't want to take a drop, my parents had convinced me to try again, i half heartedly prepared for it hence my current condition, as to why i didn't wanna take a drop was because i was getting a good govt college for btech as i scored good in jee but this year i messed up my 1st jee attempt (because again i was regretting taking a drop, i was just obsessing over the idea i could've been in this college, enjoying, going to fests, learn guitar etc etc and not reading this ncert again) and couldn't give 2nd one due to health issues so now my btech plan is out the window I don't wanna take admission in pvt btech, i just wanna know how do i put this in front of them that i wanna try again whole heartedly this time because I don't have anything to obsess over and don't want to regret how i could've been in a better place later