Weird feelings
Tw/vent
So, yesterday I was visiting with my Grandma and her best friend. Her best friend throughout the few hours I was there kept telling me that I’m going to “end up in the hospital” for my low weight. Here’s the kicker though, I’m in the average weight for my height. I’m not uw and I don’t believe I look like I am either.
Part of me feels like I’ve reached that happy ‘yay I’ve done it’ phase, but also…I feel like I would have liked the comment more had I been genuinely…uw.
I’m kind of annoyed as well, because I wanted that comment when it came to mean more. I don’t look or feel like I’m in the danger zone, so it fell flat for me and almost makes me want to push harder. Idk. I’m frustrated.