u/Euphoric_Raccoon_872

I’m 17f and juggling a lot right now.
I’ve been stuck in this mindset for a few months now and really need help getting out of it.
At the current moment I am juggling three 5-credit college classes including an in-person chemistry class, a part time job, and 3 hour practice rehearsals for my schools upcoming concert (for this week only luckily!)
I truly just feel like I am suffocating. My mental health has been the worst it’s ever gotten. I just feel like a boulder that’s weighing everyone down. I used to be able to be happy, strong, and friendly, but I feel like now I’m such a grouch to others, and angry all the time. I’m not upholding my morals like I once was, and I really don’t like myself as a person. I try to be optimistic but it’s really really difficult.
I feel like I easily make people upset with me because my minds been really foggy. I feel very disappointed with myself as I am not as intrigued in conversations as I used to be. I’m snapping when angry and I didn’t used to.
I just want to be my old self, and I really don’t know how to balance my life. I don’t feel like I have any time to truly relax, when I do I’m always worrying about what I should be doing in that moment to get ahead, because I know it won’t be long before I get behind. Please help!!!