u/EternalHomesick

So basically I had a crush on this guy for SO LONG and we end up going on a date because my friend set us up (I made him tell my crush i liked him bc were about to graduate and I didnt care if I got rejected anymore) and apperantly liked me back idk?? Anyways we had 2 sleepover and went on 3 dates and went to prom together but lowkey all our interactions were so drunk we both barely remember most of them. We talked everyday for so long too except we stopped yesterday when after a holiday school restarted. (We lowkey did sm during those days) So the first day of school he kinda appeared next to me didnt say hi or anything and legit I was so loced in on studing on my exam i didnt either😭 Idk whats wrong with me I genuinely dont know. I legit froze and I didnt talk the other chance I got that day either. I tried to fiz it today after our exam saying how was it or smth but he legit didnt even make eye contact with me when he was answering. Which he does do ngl. We’re way too awkward at school and ngl we always have been but idk how to fiz it i literally do not know its too hard for me and ik hes waiting for me to initiate bc he wants to know I dont mind talking in school. He hasnt texted back to my message I sent 2 days ago… obviously this is why. Idk what to do guys send help I cant just act as if we’ve been talking all along when he left me on delivered for 2 days. We have another exam together tomorrow and I’ll probably see him before and after. What do i do?? Do I pretend he isnt ignoring my message do i accept my fate and move on??? Send help idk why im like this he hates me. Lowkey rightfully.