u/EstablishmentFit4945

If I could give it all back to never have gambled the first time I would. I’m only 24 and wish I can go back 4 years ago. I was focused a hustler nowadays I’m a degenerate an actual bum. I’ve lost over 100k I have nothing to show for it. My credit is ruined I have no money or assets because of gambling. I use to have 5-10k cash just sitting around nowadays I’m lucky if I have $20. It’s gotten so bad and I’m finally ready to give up gambling before it becomes giving up on my life. I’ve come to terms I’ll always lose so better to walk away now. I’ve read so many post and it’s possible i really want to see my life without gambling I’m actually excited for it. It’s been times I tried to quit and I’ve never had this mindset of wanting of actually see the other side.

I hope and pray everyone dealing with this addiction comes out a winner. One day at a time we will always lose the house always win. Today’s win is tomorrow lost.

If I could give it all back to never have gambled the first time I would. I’m only 24 and wish I can go back 4 years ago. I was focused a hustler nowadays I’m a degenerate an actual bum. I’ve lost over 100k I have nothing to show for it. My credit is ruined I have no money or assets because of gambling. I use to have 5-10k cash just sitting around nowadays I’m lucky if I have $20. It’s gotten so bad and I’m finally ready to give up gambling before it becomes giving up on my life. I’ve come to terms I’ll always lose so better to walk away now. I’ve read so many post and it’s possible i really want to see my life without gambling I’m actually excited for it. It’s been times I tried to quit and I’ve never had this mindset of wanting of actually see the other side.

I hope and pray everyone dealing with this addiction comes out a winner. One day at a time we will always lose the house always win. Today’s win is tomorrow lost.

It’s sad this is like the 4th in only 2 months I keep destroying my life. I just sport bet till I have absolutely nothing left. No food no gas nothing. I don’t know why tf I keep doing it. I’m sick in the head. Rent is due in 2 weeks even I don’t spend my next 2 work checks I won’t have enough. If I saved this $1000 or even left with $500 I would’ve been ok. But I kept canceling withdrawals it was taking too long what my mind would say. And nothing. Mattered until my account had no money in it. Where reality hits. I’m so far deep in. Up the whole night betting tennis game winners. It’s disgusting. I don’t know who i am anymore. I’m a shell of my self. In only 2 months I fucking went broke 10 times and each time is bad. Final couple weeks of the month left have to pay a lot of bill

my birthday is in 3 weeks beginning of may im down over 100k. This little money im losing is just to help me get by im super far down and still losing my last 300 and shit. Idk what to do I don’t want to kill my self but this addiction sure is pushing me to that level. I have no one to talk to about it Damm man I’m so fucked

It’s sad this is like the 4th in only 2 months I keep destroying my life. I just sport bet till I have absolutely nothing left. No food no gas nothing. I don’t know why tf I keep doing it. I’m sick in the head. Rent is due in 2 weeks even I don’t spend my next 2 work checks I won’t have enough. If I saved this $1000 or even left with $500 I would’ve been ok. But I kept canceling withdrawals it was taking too long what my mind would say. And nothing. Mattered until my account had no money in it. Where reality hits. I’m so far deep in. Up the whole night betting tennis game winners. It’s disgusting. I don’t know who i am anymore. I’m a shell of my self. In only 2 months I fucking went broke 10 times and each time is bad. Final couple weeks of the month left have to pay a lot of bill

my birthday is in 3 weeks beginning of may im down over 100k. This little money im losing is just to help me get by im super far down and still losing my last 300 and shit. Idk what to do I don’t want to kill my self but this addiction sure is pushing me to that level. I have no one to talk to about it Damm man I’m so fucked