u/ErroR_504_

I'm now taking 10 meds every day because, I fully developed squizofrenia. What made me extremely aggressive and paranoide, anti social , apatic and etc...

I feel ashamed to have this more dissorder. And how much this sh-t is impacting me now.

I cannot go out, I cannot take care of my sister, I cannot even hear ou see all like I used too, and because of my amnesia, all that I see now is all that I know because I CANNOT have sweet memories.

This day I was playing drawing half of my sisters drawing and she said

"Stop doing it creepy, it is scaring me"

And I only said

"Baby that's how I see it. I don't know what Is wrong, I'm sorry"

I'm so... Guilty and so tired. Is like I'm in my limit rn. I live alone because I became a danger to live with people and pets. And I prefer this way. I cannot take care of my Dog so my mother is taking care of. I feel so bad. I know I was slowly developing it because my therapist said that when I was 15 "You will probably developed squizofrenia". And now that I actually fully have it I feel so disfuncional and agressive.

Can you guys give me some tips in general. ALL OF THAT IS MAKING ME CRAZY. I just need help to regulate this.

Pls guys. Eu realmente quero jogar, mas tenho extremo trauma de homens então só conseguiria jogar com mulheres. Só quero ter um grupinho de RPG de meninas e jogar junto toda a vez :( onde eu possa desenhar nossos personagens e nós divertirmos Tenho 19 anos e sou mulher PLS MENINAS ME DEM UMA CHANCE.

OK SO.... THIS IS FUNNY because I tried to play signalis. BUT I CANNOT PASS THE FIRST FASE.

I know I'm not a Player and I have neurologic disorders that make my brain go VRUUUM. BUT OH GOD HOW I WISH TO GAVE THE EXPERIENCE OF SIGNALIS.

Someone give me some Tips for a person with neurologic disorders and amnesia PLSSSS!!! I REALLY WANNA EXPERIENCE THE GAMEEE!!!