I'm not ready to be an adult
I'm 23F, and just got an internship offer from the conpany that I wanted to work for years. I'm in Uni, and doing Diploma work as a design student btw.
I had my med for months since I had severe panic attacks in the subway. I had been good for few months, and now when I got into my Diploma works and preparing to do my internship work, I started to feel severe anxiety again. I started to question my life, and thinking my youth is kind of...slipping away since I'm graduating.
I always had anxiety about getting old, not able to enjoy my time properly, or that I'm too old. i also had anxiety that I'll be left alone someday when my parents pass away since I don't have siblings. This anxiety is crashing me these days, and I feel like my panic attack coming along. Am I just over reacting about the new environment that I'm in? Or should I increase my dosage with meds? I'm not sure what to do.
(Sorry for the bad english btw. I'm the native...)