Devil in the dream
today in the morning like after 5 am i had dream I was in my house (right now I ain't) I was browsing around just chilling and it was night time i felt sth like i understood it was a dream and I saw a shadow of a devil (female ) and she vanished screaming in very horrific way
then I woke up then slept again in that dream there was a girl whom I had to make some payment business related but suddenly I got very desperate like down there I felt like I would ejaculate without doing and felt intensely horny and for some reason I saw in my mobile I had porn videos downloaded (earlier i use to download it and keep in gallary so maybe that's why but it was months ago)
but I was still aware that I won't look at any video but I had this girl whom I had to make payment she was taking bath in tub just near me she was attracted to me i understood that
and I felt very desperate and felt like just kissing her ( as I got rid of lust way months ago so yeah just that nothing more sexual) but then i heared that devil's (female again the same shadow one ) scream a little as I still was not giving in and I felt very little fear and I started saying Om namah bhagvate vasudevaya (chanting gods name i usually take his name lots of time in day also when I feel like i could have any kind of just a thought i would say his name ) after I started chanting she started screaming very much and i woke up (earlier like first dream was me in that house this second which I was in some kind of luxury hotel ) at the same place I was sleeping at my brothers house exactly same place (but to my amazement I was still in dream , dreaming in dream ) as I could not move I felt that devil again near me but just initially I really felt I was awake but I did not as I was paralized that devil was doing magic sort of like pulling my legs and I started chanted gods name again and then did i finally wake up .
it was crazy as I haven't had any wet dream yet (its my day 21 or sth and started retaining months ago averagi atleast go 25 days plus with one relapse I have learnt things very fast so yeah my highest streak was 53 but at this time no wet dream clean fun and going to retain forever because I learnt the most important thing to retaining that is a whole process u can dm me if u wanna learn and generally saying it's to have planned whole days and have goal not let the mind wonders that " what to do now " u should not have that much time to wonder meditation is key .
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