u/EnvironmentalChef984

I’m 2 1/2 hours in and in the first hour we went on a walk and I cried and I cried and I cried to my husband (who is not partaking) about being lonely and not having a lot of friends and how I shouldn’t have done this alone and without the person I’d done it with before. Right as we got home I feel like the effects hit me like a truck. And it felt good for a little bit. But then it just shifted into wanting this to be over. And even now I’m still giggly but it’s tinged with sadness. I think all the light effects are cool. But I’d rather it be over or me asleep. It makes me sad that this isn’t like my other trips where I just had so much fun. Feeling regret in the middle of a trip is awful.

I’ve done shrooms twice with someone who’s done them many times. I’m going to do them by myself tomorrow and kind of nervous to not have that “guide”. Any recommendations on making sure I have a good trip by myself. (My husband will be there but will not be partaking)