u/Entire_Lack3051

one part of the same bad dream that constantly shifts scenes every single night .

i also wrote a poem about how i feel :

i hate you . hate ! every night , i dream i die . huddled 'round burning bern looking for you .

and you are the most corporate — soul-wretch .

yclept and fro , to my organs painted pink ; lay on — lay on — lay on your bed ! as you have killed me .

as algernon charles swinburne said : i had wrung life dry for your lips to drink . and so . . . lose you living — vex you dead . cuntttttttttttt !

sloughing off the bone , beseech and wither ! to my lungs filled with ash , like rimbaud in the abattoir — coins on the eyes of a dog .

string the rope from the tie , the rafters to my teeth , to my bare white cage .

pestilence of sex are you , skinwalker in lilith — you were inside my body .

it's crazy to say the things you did to me . how many other kids ? was i your first real boy ?

and wait ! no , unmake to marrow . unspool . red ribbons for the coward — you !

PLAGUE REBORN ! KING CHRISTIAN ! KC ! TOTAL SOPHIST ! GCVQROOU ! CHRIS R !

love of reinvention , mask of you . reveal to me . simply .

ANATHEMA !