I shifted on my course
I'm a first year student Civil Engineering, I know every thing is hard and will let you suffer. Civil Engineering has been a tough road for me, although I have friends who always talked to me about this matter. Since the start of the class, I already feel guilty why I chose this course. Not to mention it was my father's words who pushed me to enter this. He told me that Biology or any course I planned to enter are useless and will just make me jobless in the future, so thats why I entered this course. Moving on, yesterday I finally realized that this isn't for me. It was when I received a very low score that I did not expect since I studied from evening to midnight just to it. It hits me hard, knowing that even how hard I work I always get the worst outcomes. I feel disappointed right now, I'm thinking of weither my decision is right or not. Just be honest, I'm tired, I'm drained, and I'm exhausted. I want to be free, I dont want to stay in a field where my capabilities do not lean into. But I will be a walking disappointment to my father and to other people. I wish I made my decision right. 😞