I decided to invite one roommate to come to be with me in my room. I need to be around someone because I'm epileptic and I have MS. Diamond is a big strong man who stood up for me and can help me if I need it. Or when I need it.
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Please? Lol I'm bored and am having a rough morning hit me up. I'll talk about anything or let you talk about everything lol
All day long
I stare at my clock
Early morning still
I'll give it a rest
I'll take it easy
Doctor's orders
Hardest thing ever to justify
To the ignorant
Explaining and proof
Still, I'm the one who's wronged
Turn the other cheek
It's not so easy to do
And better believe
There's going to be more
Like your water spicket
Blasting away all the filth
Encasing your still bleeding heart
Decades of loneliness
It's got me grasping for...
For what?!
The past ended for a reason
Why would digging it up
Cause anything but pain?
Something worse, probably
Than what landed me in the e.r.
But I'm the one begging
Apologizing for everything
You said I did wrong
God's my witness
That should end this shit
And the sooner, the better
Will I ever be avenged?
On my death bed
Alone and hooked up
Machines just buying moments
Nothing more
For that's only for the good
And all the people
They're all putting me up to blame
As the one who wronged them?!
I'm the one who's sick!
Who's life's just dwindling!
But, yes
While I'm down on myself
You should beat me
Further into my grave
Remind me why I'm alone
Make me hate myself, too
It'll make it easier to die
Alone and on my own
While you're simply set free
~Pixi