u/EnoughBill8586

So I’m in a huge debt and it’s swallowing me. So I tried to manifested money and abundance and becoming debt-free. I listened to subliminals, did SATS and affirmations.

So after a day, I made some sales at work. The ones from clients I had approached and never heard back from so it’s out of nowhere (but monetarily it doesnt change anything because I get paid through monthly salary and not commission)

After a few days, then my due date came, I was so nervous and frustrated about the consequences and debt-collectors so I tried to find ways. I was thinking to do some inspired actions. The most possible ones, the quick money comes from loans. Then more loans were available to me. But now im piling debt and more due dates.

Do you think the manifestation worked?

So, I’ve known manifestation for a while now. I believe I have manifested a lot of stuff. Like jobs and small things. Now I’ve gotten deep into Neville’s teaching. I want to manifest something big and something that I need. 

I have around $20,000 in debt. It’s an online loan and accumulative. In the country that I am now, it’s a big thing where you can just apply instant loan by apps. The risk is that they’d terrorize you into paying when it’s due, sometimes even when it’s still d-1 till the due date. If you dont pay, you’d get terrorized by them calling/ chat all the contacts in your phone, sending them a picture of your ID and photos to humiliate you into paying. I’ve been cycling through debt and now my income doesnt even cover it anymore and my credit score is fucked so i cant apply for more to cover the debt. I’m scared. 

So for a few days ive tried to manifest money and becoming debt-free. I listened to subliminals, trying to live in the end (so hard because of the fear). In two days, I guess money made its way to me. I’m a saleswoman, and suddenly 2 people out of nowhere who never replied to me bought from me. Then when I was scared and in a crunch time for debts due that day (because no money coming in) I tried to apply on some loan apps again and magically it got approved and paid the debt for three days (Im not sure if this counts tho?? Basically i still pay the debt with more debt). Now ive got no more loan apps, still got the due dates… im trying to make a peace with the harassment coming.. Im pretty desperate and feeling at the lowest point of my life. 

It’s hard to persist but im trying to do SATS and still listen to subliminals/affirmations. It doesnt really materialize. So if anyone got any advise to manifest money quick while being this low and have to face debt collector harassment, not only to me but also to the people around me and even work.. What method would you advise and what state of mind would you advise?

Thank you