u/EndlessSymmetry

the hugboxxing and pity is through the fucking roof

I want to sit by a lakeside and read or paint I want to take in the fresh air and enjoy the sunshine. Instead I'm an eternal shut in except for my job. I wish I didn't have dysphoria or have to constantly litmus test myself if I'm really a troon. I can't escape my own brain for one second and I hate it so much. I just want a normal life.