First job with chronic migraines
i started my first job at 23 last week as a blackjack shuffler, i didn't have migraines for a few weeks before starting it and now i again have them daily + i got sick again and its making me feel so shitty. i hate that i need to be constantly standing. I'm doing training rn and im the slowest in my group, I get anxious and then I just fuck up everything and I feel ill. i feel so stupid and like such a failure for not being able to do something so stupid just because I'm in pain constantly. I kinda hope I don't pass training idk
last night when i came home i just started sobbing i feel so weak and disappointed in myself + i feel so out of place and alone
this job makes me feel so stupid for not being able to do it well like everyone else ugh
idk man