Enjoying being seen as undesirable
I’m just trying to see if anyone can relate especially another teen.
I’m not intentionally trying to make myself seem as undesirable at all but I’m also an introvert so I appreciate being undesirable. I’m not the type of person to try to befriend everyone or to rush into having a love life to fit in. I enjoy being the person people usually forget that I’m there because I’m so quiet or classmates not knowing my name because I don’t speak much. I truly enjoy being a wallflower or a background character. You don‘t have to worry about if you’re in drama or worrying if someone will hurt you in the long run and people can’t make much assumptions about you because they don’t have much information about you. I enjoy not being in the loop so much to the point I deleted most social media off my phone.
I’m not sure what the future holds for me but I’m at peace with the thought of being forgotten.