u/EmptyCity5635

Every single family event I’ve had with my cousins is very awkward and I feel like thye DONT like me. I’m socially awkward it’s hard for me to talk to new people and the problem is I’ve known these people since I was little. And as I got older I kinda stopped talking to them . Last Easter we went to my grandmas and all my cousins were there all they did was stare at me weirdly and not talk Mabye they are shy but I doubt it cause I had an event wit my cousins yesterday it was someone’s birthday. As soon as we got there all my cousins near my age were inside I go inside I get werid stares and they would talk look at me then go quiet 🤫 it’s weird because THERE ALL EXTROVERTED if they wanted to talk to me the would Mabye I make things anward but I’m not sure . I’ve gotten weird stares and rude looks I don’t know if something happened or if a rumor or you know they don’t like me because sometimes drama happens but that’s the thing I DONT KNOW