u/EmployeeFit1020

I feel so burdened. This week was just about bearable with painkillers and a really hot water bottle on me at all times. I could not sleep with the pain, and the combination made me hallucinate that there were children whispering to me in the walls.

I'm feeling burdened by the idea that I have a lifelong painful condition. Where I'm going to be in intense pain regularly. It feels impossible to be positive about the situation. It will take everything from me, all my sport aspirations, my career. I can't keep up with someone who doesn't have this.

I don't think I can live with this