u/EmployAppropriate878

lwk i think blanchard is like sigmund freud: a total crackpot who’s theories are too easily observable to completely dismiss

i have no intention of wearing a dress because i’m too moided, don’t know makeup and hairstyling (my hair is too short too) and i’ve been man/boymoding for the last 2 years so even if i did try i’d look a mess.

i try to compromise by wearing a suit in a julia roberts at the 1990 golden globes way but i’m too moided. i try wearing a suit in an eccentric twink way but i’m too foided for that too. i’m glad to not be absolutely moided but androgyny is its own type of prison.

my parents, who according to my dad, don’t really talk about mental health essentially tried to wash their hands of trying to deal with me being a 🚂🦵 and hoped i would actually start being happy after starting university. but i’m about the graduate (i can’t go to the ceremony but i didn’t want to go anyway) and i’ve only really gotten worse. i’m dreading being asked to get a job and have responsibilities because i don’t want to do anything with my life except go to sleep and never wake up because i’m an malformed white bearded freak who will never be normal or get a job i enjoy. tbhon i don’t think tranners are the best people to ask for advice but i might as well vent if nothing else.

that’s it. fmstl