u/Emotionalmamaof2

I have the chills reading it. Maybe this is some hope for us with mTNBC

Lately all I read about are the success stories for hormone positives and all the new meds etc. I am so happy for all the progress for them I just really wish there was more positive things happening for triple negative stage fours. I’m so scared all the time and I feel like everyone just forgets about us with mTNBC because it’s too painful to acknowledge that we don’t have many options. I have my really positive days and my really sad days. Today is definitely one of the really sad days. I’m so sick of chemo and knowing I’m on this “for life” however long that may be is so scary. I have this awful taste in my mouth 24/7. I am tired 24:7 and scared to work out too much because I’m scared to break or sprain something. I’m gaining so much weight because I’m on prednisone everyday and i don’t even recognize myself anymore. No hair anywhere on my body, severely swollen face and body. I look like a lunatic all the time. Ugh im so angry that we are all here. I want more options for us !!!! I’m Sorry I just needed somewhere to vent today.