Hi again,
My mental health has deteriorated lately and I kept thinking of my first onset back in 2019, which was erotomania or intense love obsession with someone at work that led to a full-blown psychosis. Unfortunately since then, my quality of life has gone up and down and recently am in a low since disability got rejected.
I can't help but to feel major regret over erotomania, although I know it's not entirely under my control. Can't help but to think what would life be if I didn't fall for him. To be honest, I'm only 85% over my feelings for him although we never saw each other again since then. I dunno why it took me so long to properly grief and get over him. Also Can't help but to feel major regret for how my life has turned out, although I know for sure I did give my best.
Do you have any regrets as a fellow schizophrenic person? Thanks for listening.