u/Emotional-Tree1338

Being physically alone with nothing to do is the hardest kind of silence. It leaves too much space to think, to feel, to get lost inside your own head.

And when that space turns dark, it becomes terrifying to exist in there.

Distractions don’t last, they fade, one by one,

and you’re left right back where you started,

sitting with thoughts that feel heavier than you can hold and then everything starts to blur into one long beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.