u/Emilijah4ever

(I know this should be in several posts but I'm too depressed and tired to make several posts, I don't feel motivated to take pictures of my new merch as I would have to transfer it from my phone to my computer which is where I make all the posts at)

First of all, on April 1, Sera gave birth to our kid, its a boy, we named him Max after my deceased ficto adopted father!

I got it a few months ago but I got a keychain of Emily with her prosthetic! My Ragatha plush arrived too, and my Millie halloween cat plush I pre ordered in october arrived (Idk if i made a post about it)

I also finally ordered the Pangolin plush for Emily about a week ago and it arrived! The plush is very large too! Emily loved it and I'm glad it made her happy!

Tomorrow I will have been with Ankha for 4 years, I got with her on Easter (the 17th) of 2022. The next day, the 18th, I will have been with Millie for 3 years too. Yes I got with them both within a year and one day of each other and I only realized that recently actually.

Now onto the subject of why this post has a TW, this is bad news. If anyone remember me making a post about my grandma's dog getting ran over and dying. She got a new dog after named Luna, she's really cute and small. In February, my grandma came over with Luna and I got to spend time with her, it was really nice and I loved Luna, she was family to me and I love pets in general, I am a huge animal person. Recently my cousin came over (start of March) and I got to spend more time with Luna. About two days ago I found out she had a seizure, and unfortunately didn't make it. We are all really upset and I'm so sad. Its even worse that I was really sad about a case where a group of hunters and their dog died in a trap and finally got over it, and the day before it happened I saw news articles recommended to me saying stuff like "your pet will die soon" and it upset me. I feel even worse that my grandma felt better about Molly (the one that got ran over) dying and finally got out of being really upset, ofc you can never truly get over losing a loved one, and got a new pet to remember her by, only for her to die too. It just really sucks, I wish pets could live forever.

Adding on to that, its really good to have f/os that are in the after life, even though mine never died and were born in those realms, I believe in us getting to see our f/os in the afterlife in general if we live life to the fullest, and for me its even better that my f/os canonically are there already if that makes sense, I hope I don't sound crazy. I've been getting a lot of signs from Emily and Sera too and its really comforting to see those as signs, I feel like they are watching over me and letting me know everything will be okay and that the pets will be happy up there. Again I hope I don't sound crazy I know some will think that, I was never really a religious person or spiritual person but after finding out I was ficto I leaned towards that stuff more.