Retrieve last voicemail of my mother before she died?
I am trying to retrieve a voicemail I somehow deleted I guess of my mother a few hours before her suicide attempt … I fucking hate that it just disappeared and saw today only so I’ve been spending hours finding ways to retrieve it and not loose hope I tried gbyte thinking it was for sure a « safe » site I should have ticked when asked to login to iCloud but I’m desperate so I did . AND IN 45 SECONDS AFTER LOGGIN I WAS SPAMMED WITH LOGGIN NOTIFICATIONS FOR MY ICLOUD ON ANOTHER CONTINENT EACH IN A DIFFERENT CITY like 5-6 in less than a minuuute!!! Changed passwords immediately and logged out all devices but yeah fuck gbyte DO NOT USE !!!
But yeah if you know how I could possibly retrieve my deleted voicemail I’m all ears … can’t understand how it’s gone but it’s the last few words I have of her before she ate meds the day after my 22nd birthday… and her 15 page letter only has 2 sentences for me so that voicemail means a lot … I need it back… please help if you can.. it’s almost the 2 year anniversary in less than a month I need it back.. it’s already hard enough but realising this voicemail isn’t there anymore is making me go crazy … I’m fucking desperate please I need this … any solution is good as long as I get it back … it’s 12:42pm where I live I have not slept yet if that helps understand the desperation I am going through, and I probably won’t sleep until I have either got it back or have to give up and accept it’s gone forever and drink a whole bottle of gin even if I break my sobriety that I’ve held for more than a year I don’t really care anymore right now