u/ElenoirMiro

I have bipolar and I tried so many meds in the past for depression but nothing helped me . i also take ritalin for adhd and this îs still not enough. I tried lamictal two years ago and reached 200 mg. the weird thing is that I was better at 50 100 mg and at 200 I was worse with depression. but now looking back I was much more funcțional with lamictal. i could even go to the seaside 2 years ago. now I can barely get out of bed. Did lamictal help this type of bed rotting depression for You?

I am depressed and of course I am not that motivated to do things. I do color and sometimes draw some small animals flowers but that's it I am not very talented to expand my subjects of drawing. Also I need Something that can be done at work when I have nothing to work and I sit at my desk and ruminate a lot. So It cannot be lego lol or dancing. All I can think of is Reading but nothing gives me that sparkle of curiosity . I finished a faculty of Sociology but that does not interests me anymore. I tried to learn coding but failed. So I am kind of stuck. I do read novels and that's it. I also try to learn italian but I see it as boring. Thanks. I appreciate.

i am in a severe depression. i can hardly write. i just lay in bed all day. i started this several days ago but see yet no results. does IT help at all or just not?