What should I do?
So I am almost in my mid twenties, in my 25 years of life I had 2 majors crushes , the first one was in school. We used to talk a lot initially but then something happened and we almost stopped talking. I had always liked her and wondered what happened to her till recently I got to know she is getting married to someone , though I don't have any feelings for her now but I still felt bad , don't know what it is called . The same thing happened a few months ago, I had a crush on this girl for past 1 year , we were friends she didn't knew about this and I also never over stepped any boundaries ( in hindsight I believe I should have ). I knew she liked some one but got the hint that nothing is going on between them, I also had some shit going on in my personal life so never really tried to do anything. In last few months life was getting better, all personal problems were gone and though I was not going to try or confess anything because I lately realised that we are very different people but then I go go know she is talking to the person she liked and that is making me feel ...... , I don't even know what word to use ( poor vocab or there is no word).
The thing is I am an introvert guy ( you already know this since I am posting it here) and I know no matter how much I try it is very difficult confess my love , what I want to know is do things better? Do we get people in life with whom we don't have to crave for attention every moment of everyday of have to articulate every single word to send the message. I might sound desperate but I am not it is just that why this happens, why do we fall for people with nothing can happen. Just want to know how you guys came out.
P.S. Probably I have not been able to summarise what I feel but I hope you can understand.