Come out of the shadows for this 1 question . Did you really have a fear of me leaving you for what the outside world would consider better ? I would have never let you go Never ! Coming down the back stretch I don’t think I could have done much more to prove to you how much I loved you and still do . On a different note it’s going to be bitter sweet at the lake this year who knew a boat floor could carry so much weight😉
What will you do when we finally come 👀 again will you hesitate will you freeze maybe even turn away or even worse will you have your hand wrapped around some O boys or will history lead the way once again as it often does and you’ll fall into my arms with a smile on your face hold me as tight as you possibly can and simply say I missed you . Only time will tell. What will you do !
I begged you to stop all the BS and make things right I don’t know how many times but today was the day that I started playing by your rules no more no less all I wanted was a clean slate to get us moving in the right direction and all I got was lies infidelity and blame for over a year it wasn’t fair to me or my boys . If you felt the way you obviously do you should have walked a year ago and not put us all thru the down right cruel turmoil . Do i still love you?, I did last night but I’m not sure this morning .Bs was all so avoidable. You’ve taken every shot known to man at me and for what ? The minions .
If you want pics all you gotta do is ask no need to pull a fast one . So many things could be handled with a simple conversation I just don’t understand how one could go about things the way you have and think it’s ok in any circumstance. You don’t have to tell me anything I pretty much already know , your secret is safe with me I’m not the enemy even tho you’ve tried to make me just that I still love you with no choice in the matter but I guess that’s just how life is . Maybe in a different life as I hear tell . I hope all this is somewhat of a show for others and not who you truly are . 1 question do you fall into there arms and pull em so tight and close for 5 minutes with real tears streaming down your pretty face ? Good night 🌙