Colourblind
This is my third day of writing daily poems. To see the previous day, see: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/i55wVn3EXl
Hues once so vibrant, lost in enlightenment,
the acceptance dimming a flickering study lamp.
Grass outside grows muddy and brown
from gentle shoes walking through blades,
an internal reminder placed in every step.
Conversations freeze in throats,
laughter once apparent seems distant.
Required words loom further and further away
as life passes, short time left until my name
becomes unfamiliar on soft lips, past lives
forgotten by some, yet lingering in teary eyes.
Tears fall as mist, a haze of retrospection
upon vibrant times, where the pleasant thrived.
Familiarity, unshattered. Minds, hopeful.
Blinding layers of quilted illusion
warm hearts, warm souls into comfort.
Fabrics unravel in regret, snug clouds cool
into crystals of cold, raw emotion.
I freeze, devoid of the mist that blanketed me,
hoping upon soft hands to thaw my life, though knowing those pristine fingers would grow cold on the ice brings me shame. Let me freeze in baneful solitude.
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