I'm a sinner
Hello everyone, I 26m have been having a horrible week so far. Since 2020 I was diagnosed with OCD, anxiety and depression and it has been a battle. Recently my OCD has made me remember some past mistakes I did that have caused me to panic. One of them is that I've been tempted by lust, I used to wank off to p sites but I was shy about using my phone, so I would borrow my family and younger sibling phone to do it and would return it. I stopped borrowing it a few months ago but I feel bad about doing it. I wouldn't leave anything on it and it was clean but still....
I feel horrid for doing what I've done, my OCD has me questioning everything even innocent things I've done. I feel like God has abandoned me, then I sinned and I'm not worthy. I feel like a monster for letting everyone use the phones I sinned on.