u/Either_Carry

I started growing facial hair in 3rd grade, earlier than anyone else I knew, just think about that. I was getting told I look like a pedophile by my own classmates because I had facial hair that early. Everyone talking about missing being androgynous pre puberty but I didn’t even get that.

Even in like 1-2nd grade, I was too masculine and just ugly. I recently remembered a memory from that time period where my sister gave me a scarf because we had to walk outside in the cold (and it was snowing), and I put on the scarf, walking for like 20 minutes visualizing myself as pretty, idk. But then I eventually got to a mirror and realized I just look like a masculine chud and it made me burst into tears. I was like 6.

Every now and then people come up to me and compliment me on my masculine features, this happens pretty much weekly at this point. Back during freshman year I had people telling me I “mog” and asking me how much I mew and stuff like that. I even became good friends with the school wannabe looksmaxer purely because of my features. He’d try encourage me to mew and looksmax and model but I just wouldn’t have any desire to engage in any of that.

Actually, literally yesterday the exact same scenario happened. I was talking to a teacher at my GED program when she randomly starts complimenting my masculine features and then some dudebro pops into the office and goes “yeah [deadname] has anyone ever told you you mog?”.

Oh yeah, mind you I introduced myself with a gender-neutral name in the class originally because my deadname makes me uncomfortable, but after a week people started learning my deadname and shortly after everyone was using it because it “suits me better”.

This is really only scratching the surface of these type of experiences, and that’s not even mentioning relationships.

Average dooming oldshit on here mogs me to death btw and if you disagree you just simply dk what I look like.

Anyone else have similar experiences as an AGHAB? (assigned gigahon at birth)