Disclaimer: This account is a throwaway account I don’t want to post on my personal account m,I don’t want to risk being banned.
But hello everyone happy Saturday,you made it through another week! I am making this post to vent and hopefully give my heart a break from stressing.
But I am in a tough spot in life and I have hit a point where every route I try to take to better my situation I have some kind of dilemma making its way into my life. But I recently have over come stomach cancer,Friday I rang my bell of victory and took a breath of fresh air as a reminder of being appreciative of the life we are blessed with. However,bills didn’t care if I was dying or not and being off work my savings only went so far,yes my bills stayed paid up but now I’m in a situation to where it’s pay my bills or buy food,ultimately I paid my bills and now I’m unable to afford groceries.
I had,rent,lights,water,phone,co pays on my medication and my monthly payment to my payment plan of my bills for my treatments. That’s not even my vehicle,insurance,or house hold items,I’m genuinely stuck and don’t know where to go from here. I have applied for food stamps I am just waiting for a letter in the mail,the only food bank in my town was open yesterday and the wait was 2 1/2 hours.
What do I do from here? I am the kind of person I keep my back against the wall as a daily reminder I can only go forward but right now it feels like I can’t even get off the wall to walk forward.