I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t vape. I don’t watch porn anymore. I don’t watch TV shows. I don’t use social media (other than Reddit from time to time). I don’t multitask while I eat. I go to sleep early. I go to the gym. I read the Bible. I read books in general. I’m working diligently toward my goals. It feels like I’m doing everything right, yet I’m still seeking an escape; looking for one “vice” to have, a flaw to indulge in, to prove I’m human and not “perfect.” Recently, I did something I’ve never done before: I engaged in casual sex (it wasn’t intercourse, so hopefully that doesn’t make it too bad). Nevertheless, it was wrong, and I know that. But I subconsciously justified it because I don’t have a vice, I don’t do things like that often.
Ugh, I don’t know. How do you make sure your wholesome habits are strong enough to drown out the cravings of sin?