u/Efficient_River_8182

Okay so I have a friend who’s lesbian and has been in a few long term relationships. I have one ex who I was with for a year. I have had a few crushes on guys before and situationships but never actually felt like genuine love/attraction.

I obsess over a couple male celebrities (especially when I ovulate) and she’s always like “you’re straight” or saying “you’re not gay” but I’ve told her like a million times that I don’t feel actual sexual attraction to men, nor romantic. But I do with women. And yes some men are really attractive!

I just feel really icky being forced to label myself or her constantly calling me straight when i really am not. I struggle already with internalised homophobia and just, I don’t even know anymore.