u/Efficient-username41

Beautyland by Marie-Helene Bertino left me a ruin. I was full throat, full chest sobbing at the end. Now I would like some more pain please. I tried The Midnight Library by Matt Haig. Pretty good. Good insight into the human connection, very hopeful. But nowhere close to where I'm trying to get.

Please recommend some books for me that will leave my soul in tatters, thank you.