
u/Effective_Vanilla637

Awake Nightmare
The blazing Moon, a fire in the night sky
Awakens the restless dead to life
Not to roam or feast upon the present,
But to follow those on the edge of a knife.
.
Not physical, but of the brain,
They creep into every thought of mind
And as you lie in that blue bed, fretting hours
And hours before timeless sleep,
You find your every past maligned.
.
Nowhere to hide, every haven
Is the next up for the scrutiny.
They creep up the path as a shadow,
And panting, you close the doors
Of your keep, only to find as craven
That your soul turns to mutiny.
I'm Going Along Now
I’m going along now
Down a quiet, nonchalant path.
Go along on your own from here.
This one’s well traveled,
And well known, well kept and graveled.
And all that know, their destination is clear.
Shuffling forward on a solitary row
Though my footsteps tread on those before,
I feel as lonesome now, but never more,
As feeling has no place where I go.
Though thorns slice my skin, I defer retreating.
From a vantage, a flock of ravens watch
Like lions licking their lips at a scotch
Ominous, and desperate for another feeding.
Not awaiting me any atonement,
Sliding down this slope, dropping within
To icy, sharp rocks which pierce my skin
And leech out my aches for the moment.
I’m going along now
Down this black plain.
There is nothing here but empty graves
Beckoning to hold my remains,
To take a break from my living,
And a break from my loving.
And I have no drive for love anymore.
I’m staring into an empty grave
With all that it takes to fill it
So I wrap myself in the cold embrace
That I never deserved before