Fine I’ll finally admit it, I. FUCKING HATE YOU you’re such a cheating lying WHORE.( to anyone reading this I’ve never used that word in my life and I don’t say it lightly )
I hate that I met you I wish that day never happened I wish I never texted you I wish I blocked you. My life has been a living nightmare ever since, you ruined the peace I spent my whole life building, you ruined my self image and my confidence even tho I’ve never looked better. I feel worthless because of you even though I’m doing better than I ever thought…
I hate you i hate your best friend SO FUCKING MUCH I HOPE I NEVER SEE HER BECAUSE I SWEAR ITS ON SIGHT. I hate the way you talk I hate that u can’t hold hand it’s fucking weird (note: I never said anything and respected that while with her ofc I’m not an asshole, unlike her…) I hate how ur the most judgmental person in the world but complain about people’s lack of empathy… I hate how u lie to ur therapist just to make urself feel better about all the dick you’ve taken from ur patients while u were married (note:she works in the medical field, not a doctor although she likes to think she is 😂 and yes in the u.s lol)
I hate everything, everything about you….
But fucking hell I’d take you back in heartbeat and I’d fight the world for you and weather every storm for you….. I genuinely don’t care if it ruins me….
You are the dumbest human being on the fucking planet because wdym you find someone that accepts you fully even though they know the genuine worst parts about you and look you dead in the eyes and promise you the world, anything ur heart desires promises he’s with you no matter what, literally unconditional love all u have to do is take it literally just say yes and id treat you like a queen for the rest of ur life and you go commit to a guy while telling me to wait who you btw literally know would act like he never met you if he knew ONE thing of the more “tame” things you did and even worse ur planning on having kids with him 😭😭
I hate you because you left not because of everything else, even though I’d be more than justified. And I wish I never met you for the same reason…
Thank you for reading lol