Mentally disturbed due to this 🙏 please help
I'm a 23 year Student I've Study in Navi mumbai from my childhood till 12th and I'm a studios+ creative student later After lockdown all messed up and thought of doing b pharm in Cap round in MHT CET exams i cannot get allotted nearby due to 70% and my caste seats were less so I got allotted in tier 3 city. as the college was allotted with Scholarship without any idea I went their Later I understood the difference between Mentality thinking environment between Mumbai and tier 3 cities, the vibe was gone felt lonely lost because other students are in their own gangster world. I can't say to my family about this but felt regretted I came from Mumbai to tier 3 Fcking city no good campus no good College And facilities no good food water. I lived 2 years somehow but my mind was not getting or used to this place Whenever I used to come back to Mumbai I felt alive where my nervous system used to heal. I got year drop in 3 year due to my mental stress and depression I can't study I used to feel like is it worth it living for b Pharm degree from fckass college and after so much struggle getting a low paying job (pharm sector) so due to this I can't focus on my study and got drop of year (failed) Now that year is going on I'm completely depressed lost don't wanna go there at fcking hostel where no one understands me. but I need to next year to complete that year but will I get a good job after all these struggle I gave away my teen years my dancing hobby my mumbai vibes my life 😭 for 20k job fuckkkk ? can I start any exam study m pharm or mba please help