Left home after confronting my parents, with no plans whatsoever
I don't wanna make this something dramatic but for context, I called out my parents, about how they pushed their responsibilities onto their children. They don't pay for any of the bills at home or even the rent, my sisters and I do. And boy, they're mad. And they're too prideful, because they never liked it when I call them out because they deem it disrespectful. And once every blue moon, I do call them out for depending too much on their children instead of trying to find decent works to actually support their other children. But almost always, I am just quiet and I just accept and do whatever they say and demand of me. They always hate me for speaking up tho.
And the last confrontation I had with them, they told me to just die and that if there weren't any laws that convicts murderers, they would have killed me a long time ago and that they've been wanting to do it. They told me how they wish I would just kill myself so they won't have to lift a finger. That they were just tolerating my existence but they really just want me gone, if it weren't for the support I've been providing for our family.
They said a bunch of other painful stuff no children deserves to hear from their parents but I guess when someone shows you who they truly are, you gotta believe them.
So with no plans, not enough funds because I've given them everything, I left.
I am currently staying in a friend's place but I don't want to be a bother so I looked for a place and found a place worth 8k, just a studio type tho.
My take home salary is about 25k, btw. But the first cutoff is still this coming May 15th. And the only amount I currently have is 5k, plus the loan I got from Maribank: 30k to pay the advance and deposits for the new place
I don't know why I am posting this, but I guess I just need some advice on how to move forward from this.
I already have my plans laid out, albeit pre-mature, but the uncertainty from suddenly leaving and starting to live solo is a bit challenging to manage at the moment.
Thank you very much in advance.