It's so soo tiring I don't even know how I'm hanging in here I really just wish it was over just don't wanna be here long it's already this hard I don't think i can endure mpre than this already,
I enjoy nothing now I'm basically sleeping and waking up don't even eat much don't taste anything everything feels bad even just the thought about talking kills me i just don't know what to do with myself,
Ugh. Here I'm again don't know if this even helps but man I'm so done with everything if I didn't have family i would've ended it along time ago the start of life wasn't the best how can Allah throw me into all those things when i was just starting life at 7 ..
I know all is written all is my test they it has to go but I don't want to do this anymore seriously i wake up try to have a good day then they start yelling fighting and my brain just goes on these bad bad thoughts and keeps getting deeper and my day is ruined everything goes bland.. someone end it for me .